Saturday, April 2, 2011

The Liking

So I wanted to date someone a couple of months after I was broke up.
But I just wasn't feeling it for anybody even though I had a lot of options.
So I decided to take my friends advice on this and not date anyone, just make a bunch of friends and be by myself and figure out who I am & what I want.
So I did that and I still didn't want to date simply because I was happy.

But last night I went to see a friends band and I brought a friend (One of the few female friends I have) and I made friends with a girl who's band I saw once and she is awesome and I hope I get to hang out with her again.

Anyway.

I saw this guy. He was cool, dancing like a idiot and then I find out he was in my friends band. (Another band was playing before them) He's the lead singer. He kept looking at me when they were playing and I honestly started blushing. Of course though I thought, "It's because he's the singer and guitarest in a band. It's just infatuation. A girly crush."
Besides he's doing that to everyone.
But he was looking at me and he kept coming back to me and meeting my gaze.

After the show I started talking to him and he asked to see my phone and put his number in it and I did the same to his phone.
He texted me a hour later and he's hilarious and I actually LIKE someone.
WOW.
It's nice to feel this way again, to like someone. I knew I could like again but I actually liked someone enough to date them. Even before I rarely liked someone enough to date them, only two people to be exact.
I have a lot of dude friends, almost all of them are adorable.
Some like/liked me and I just didn't feel anything and it was disspointing.
I thought about dating one for a while just to try it out because he liked me and I thought he was nice and why not right? But then I took my friend advice and decided to be alone.

When I went to see that band I wasn't looking for someone and I found someone I like. I'm so happy....now just to get a date.

There's always one problem.

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